Friday, November 20, 2009

Sigh.

Going on Day 5 of playing single mom and I'm more than ready to share the wealth of parenting again. Scot has been gone since Monday and is rumored to be back sometime on Sunday. It would be nice to know a definitive ETA because I will be more than ready to leave the house. I'm looking VERY forward to a night out with the book club girls on Sunday, trying out dinner at Flame in Roseville.

Ava has been a terror all week. So much so that she got devil horns (yes, devil horns) on the frowny face on her "report card" from Vicki's on Wednesday. Today wasn't any better - in fact, Vicki informed me that it was quite possibly Ava's worst day at daycare ever. Another frowny face, this one extra large. Things didn't get much better after we left for home. We stopped at Target (hey, I needed paper towels and formula) - she was actually great in the store up until the very end. And then it got worse in the parking lot. I let her start to get into her carseat by herself as usual while I tended to Reese. Something happened (I still don't know what) and she got completely hysterical. I didn't react, just continued to buckle Reese in and eventually made my way back over to her side. She was still hysterical, screaming and crying and tears streaming. Without speaking to her, I finally got her buckled in and got in the driver's seat. A woman in the car across from me looked at me with disgust. Eh, whatever lady. That's how I felt too and all I could do was take a few deep breaths, pull out of the parking lot, and tune out the continuing tantrum until it finally stopped and she started talking in a normal voice like the past 15 minutes never happened.

I don't know what's going on with her. I've been reading about grief and anger in children - she talks about missing Gramma Di quite often. There's that. And then with Scot being gone this week, maybe it was just too much for her. Or maybe she's just four and that's how she acts. Please let it not be that one!

It isn't all downers at our house thankfully - we had a wonderful birthday party for Ava on Saturday. Again, can't believe my baby is FOUR. Lots of family, friends, pizza, cake, presents...it was a great time and Ava thoroughly enjoyed it.

Earlier this week, she also had her 4 year physical - she's 41 inches and 37.4 pounds, putting her at the 75th percentile for both. She passed the eye exam well enough (though kind of comical to watch someone who barely knows her letters in the first place try to read them from afar). Dr. L. had her draw some shapes on paper, write her name, and asked her other questions that a 4 year old should know. She did great. Then it was flu shot time - she got a regular flu shot and the H1N1 in the nasal mist form. Reese was along for the ride so she also got the H1N1 shot, having already had her regular flu shot last month. Guess who cried more about her shot? Yes, that would be Ava.

Reese! I haven't talked about my little baby much lately! Reese turned 10 months the same day Ava turned four. She is normally such a happy kid, but the first 2 weeks of November were rough. She seemed to have every symptom under the sun at one time or another, but never had anything more serious than a regular virus (this confirmed by 2 separate doctor visits). All of this was quite trying on our already fried nerves...as she was crying most of the time she was awake and was waking up once or twice in the middle of most nights. She was much better this week and is back to her happy self! She is still smiling most of the time and is usually content to play by herself. She has gotten a little more vocal lately and is not afraid to express her displeasure when Ava takes things from her! She's cruising now and will sometimes stand unassisted for a few seconds. She still prefers crawling and is a speedy little thing! She can clap and wave and say "da da da da da". And still has just 2 bottom teeth.

Oh, and I still can't find my camera thing. It's probably time for me to order a new one, in which case I will find the old one immediately. Here are two from my mom's camera from the weekend:



Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Where did my baby go?

We had a great day with our new little four year old! I went in to work late so I could hang out with Ava in the morning and take her to preschool at 9. We let her open a couple of presents then - she got a 48 piece floor princess puzzle and the game Cootie. We tackled both before it was time to go. And at one point she thoughtfully remarked on being four, "I feel like the same girl?" At preschool, she got to decorate a crown with some stickers and wear it the rest of the morning. She wasn't afraid to tell everyone that it was her birthday and that she is FOUR! After work, we thought maybe we'd take her to a play area or something, but Reese has been under the weather for what seems like forever, so we opted to stay home. We asked her if she wanted anything special for supper and she said "cereal". We threw some pancakes and mandarin oranges at her instead and Scot and I had a frozen pizza (she might be the only child on earth who does not like pizza). Then we settled in to watch another one of her birthday presents - Beauty and the Beast on dvd. We also got her the Aristocats movie, a Laurie Berkner cd (she likes her music that they play on Noggin) and some Tinkerbell dolls. I'm sure she'll get plenty more loot at her party on Saturday!

It's hard to believe that I had my little girl Ava four years ago - so much has happened in our lives since then, but in some ways it feels like it was hardly any time ago at all. And the difference in Ava in the past year is quite staggering, it seems like kids learn SO much between 3 and 4 and can articulate it so much better. And we all know Ava excels at articulating...well, at least in talking. She still sounds like she's from Jersey (not a lot of "r" sounds come out of her mouth) and throws in a lot of "fw" sounds for "th" mostly. "Fwee" for three, that sort of thing. She's really gotten on a computer game kick lately (we like nickjr.com) - I'm surprised how well she's using the mouse now. Considering I started using a mouse in like, um, 11th grade or something. It's so much fun - as challenging as Ava can be, she can make us laugh and tug at our heartstrings like crazy. I'm really excited to see what "four" brings.

My apologies for the lack of posting lately...the moving process was exhausting, but we are finally getting settled in our new house and really loving it. We enjoyed our first Halloween here 2 days after we moved in and invited some of our friends over for pizza and trick-or-treating. It was a lot of fun and an easy way to meet some of our new neighbors.

And I hoped to post some pictures too, but I cannot locate the thing that links the camera to the computer (whatever that is called). Sorry Lisa S.! ;-)